My cousin AKA my house hold, found the journal as I intended him to. You see I had a plan and you'd have to read my first journal "I shouldn't be afraid" to understand. In other words Hoopman is the only one who is gonna read this and understand what I am saying. Anyway, I knew he was going to read it one way or another and I figured with the information it withheld he would go through my favorites and check to see what I was talking about. Today I took advantage of his absence and faved some photos that were not bad but they were not something you would see in public. That would either cause an indirect problem where I didn't do it myself but it was a second hand deal, or he would just tell me whatever and he couldn't do anything but lock me out of my account until I listened.

Now let's get to the point where I feel stupid. He found it (as I planned, aren't I smart?) and he seemed a little upset that I went about it the wrong way. He said he didn't care and couldn't say anything because he himself did it also. He prefers I stay out of the nudity category, due to my grandparents, and other than that I have free rein. Though he would rather have me do that than look at my "emo" stuff.

Well I was WAY wrong. Now I will feel awkward because I am an oblivious idiot, but I won't have to feel bad about going behind his back.

Now I feel terrible because I took advantage of his absence and tried to prove my point in a way that he would end up getting mad and I would be right. So you see I was wrong and now I have to deal with the fact that I passed up a ton of perfect art due to the safety of my own ass.

HOW GENIUS WAS THAT!