- Listening to: Movie
- Reading: text
- Watching: TV
- Playing: with a mouse =)
- Eating: ice cream
- Drinking: water
People need to get over what everyone is saying to/about them. Don't go off cutting, eating, or hurting yourself or other people. I have learned that being emo has no meaning and is just a way of fitting in (or was for me) and in no way benefits you. It had gotten me nothing but scars and loneliness.. the passion for death I saw in my so called "friends" eyes was scary and I realized that death is a weak spot in life.. avoidance is a weak spot in life.. and defeat is more strength to come by. The saying "I live to die another day" is a sign of weakness and defeat.. I used to live by that saying, but I now support everything that goes against it. A new life for me is probably a lost life for my old friends.. and that is saddening to see people with such great passion and potential go to waste.
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But seriously, the energy wasted into all the self hate would be put to so much of a better use. I hope this is a real change and not just a temporary loss in self-knowing.
I'll make you my little raver girl yet..
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