If you have a heart, Read this by Analog-Digital, literature
Literature
If you have a heart, Read this
So none of you know me, the only back story you have on me is what I give in my poetry or the little I share in my journals. My life is very sad, one that I wouldn't wish upon my worst enemies.. but this entry is not about me. This entry is about my friend Matt who cries himself to sleep at night because he doesn't know why he is gay, or how to change it. This is for my sister who is twelve and has to be promiscuous, because the girls at school make her feel insecure and she doesn't know who she is. This is for my mom who drowns herself in drugs because she can't deal with the reality she has made for herself. This is for my best friend who d
It's hard to say I'm Sorry by Analog-Digital, literature
Literature
It's hard to say I'm Sorry
It's hard to say I'm sorry
Of all people
I know this best
But it's hard to find a voice
Through the screaming
And boxing gloves
It's hard to back down
When you're being hit in the face
And you need a couple drinks
To wash it down
And get wasted
It's hard to swallow your pride
While you're winning the fight
But it's even harder
To fix things when you don't
In some nice
tight jeans
With a cigarette
Knowing if I
walk away
It's my best bet
But I walk
On up Anyway
Not knowing
A damn thing
I will say
Looking at him
With his hair
In his eyes
Seeing that green
What a bright surprise
At the end of the day
All I wanna say
Is please don't go away
Come and be my baby
Perfect Imperfections by Analog-Digital, literature
Literature
Perfect Imperfections
I wish I could see
your imperfections as
You just crawling out of bed
Your hair a mess
Your eyes still half closed
Your clothes in a maze
Around your sleepy body
I wish I could hear
The softness of your breath
The choir of your words
Up against my ear
Your breath lightly
Floating across my cheek
As you say good morning
The blissful rays of sun
Encasing your body
In a heavenly manner
hovering over me
Inviting the warmth
Of the caramel halo
Around your silhouette
That perfect imperfection
Which would make my heart fall
Only an image in my mind
I wish I could see
All the imperfections
That make the perfect love
For me
I love you boy
Please love me back
I love your hair
The way you hack-e-sac
I love your eyes
I love your lips
The way I'm crazy
For your kiss
I love your laugh
The way you smile
That we can hang
For awhile
I love you boy
I hope you see
That you're crazy
About me
Anxiety
Please let me free
I miss my baby
Right now
Dear depression
Please lessen
Can't take the tension
Right now
Hey cell phone
Please take me home
To the voice I long
For right now
Come on baby
Please just call me
Let me hear you
Want to hold you
Come on baby
Right now
Dear Agony,
How have you been
Dear Agony,
I remember when
You seemed to
Visit everyday
Even in the
Sun and Rain
Dear Agony,
Do you miss me at all
Dear Agony,
Will you watch me fall
Welcome back
Into my arms
Dear Agony,
I miss your harm
Lock me up
And toss the key
Tear my heart
And stitch it softly
Dear Agony
Sitting all alone
Lighting up a stoge
Thinking about Josh
Damn this life is harsh
Why did I fuck up
And my my life a muck
Moving away from the love
I always wished to have
Knowing that it's right
My chest still feels so tight
Thinking that it's wrong
This road is very long
Thinking about this
Making up my wish
But my stoge is almost gone
It's time to move on
Just wasting away
In Wonderland
Going deeper down
The rabbit hole
Dieing in this
Welling dark pit
That dwells inside me
Turning inside out
Filling me with doubt
Wasting away
In Wonderland
Dieing on my own
Peace on Earth
Love for herb
Happiness to share
Take a toke
Share a joke
Smoke is everywhere
Free the herb
On God's green Earth
Stoners will live on
Don't hate
Just sk8
Tomorrow is a new dawn
If you have a heart, Read this by Analog-Digital, literature
Literature
If you have a heart, Read this
So none of you know me, the only back story you have on me is what I give in my poetry or the little I share in my journals. My life is very sad, one that I wouldn't wish upon my worst enemies.. but this entry is not about me. This entry is about my friend Matt who cries himself to sleep at night because he doesn't know why he is gay, or how to change it. This is for my sister who is twelve and has to be promiscuous, because the girls at school make her feel insecure and she doesn't know who she is. This is for my mom who drowns herself in drugs because she can't deal with the reality she has made for herself. This is for my best friend who d
It's hard to say I'm Sorry by Analog-Digital, literature
Literature
It's hard to say I'm Sorry
It's hard to say I'm sorry
Of all people
I know this best
But it's hard to find a voice
Through the screaming
And boxing gloves
It's hard to back down
When you're being hit in the face
And you need a couple drinks
To wash it down
And get wasted
It's hard to swallow your pride
While you're winning the fight
But it's even harder
To fix things when you don't
In some nice
tight jeans
With a cigarette
Knowing if I
walk away
It's my best bet
But I walk
On up Anyway
Not knowing
A damn thing
I will say
Looking at him
With his hair
In his eyes
Seeing that green
What a bright surprise
At the end of the day
All I wanna say
Is please don't go away
Come and be my baby
Perfect Imperfections by Analog-Digital, literature
Literature
Perfect Imperfections
I wish I could see
your imperfections as
You just crawling out of bed
Your hair a mess
Your eyes still half closed
Your clothes in a maze
Around your sleepy body
I wish I could hear
The softness of your breath
The choir of your words
Up against my ear
Your breath lightly
Floating across my cheek
As you say good morning
The blissful rays of sun
Encasing your body
In a heavenly manner
hovering over me
Inviting the warmth
Of the caramel halo
Around your silhouette
That perfect imperfection
Which would make my heart fall
Only an image in my mind
I wish I could see
All the imperfections
That make the perfect love
For me
I love you boy
Please love me back
I love your hair
The way you hack-e-sac
I love your eyes
I love your lips
The way I'm crazy
For your kiss
I love your laugh
The way you smile
That we can hang
For awhile
I love you boy
I hope you see
That you're crazy
About me
Anxiety
Please let me free
I miss my baby
Right now
Dear depression
Please lessen
Can't take the tension
Right now
Hey cell phone
Please take me home
To the voice I long
For right now
Come on baby
Please just call me
Let me hear you
Want to hold you
Come on baby
Right now
Dear Agony,
How have you been
Dear Agony,
I remember when
You seemed to
Visit everyday
Even in the
Sun and Rain
Dear Agony,
Do you miss me at all
Dear Agony,
Will you watch me fall
Welcome back
Into my arms
Dear Agony,
I miss your harm
Lock me up
And toss the key
Tear my heart
And stitch it softly
Dear Agony
Sitting all alone
Lighting up a stoge
Thinking about Josh
Damn this life is harsh
Why did I fuck up
And my my life a muck
Moving away from the love
I always wished to have
Knowing that it's right
My chest still feels so tight
Thinking that it's wrong
This road is very long
Thinking about this
Making up my wish
But my stoge is almost gone
It's time to move on
Just wasting away
In Wonderland
Going deeper down
The rabbit hole
Dieing in this
Welling dark pit
That dwells inside me
Turning inside out
Filling me with doubt
Wasting away
In Wonderland
Dieing on my own
Peace on Earth
Love for herb
Happiness to share
Take a toke
Share a joke
Smoke is everywhere
Free the herb
On God's green Earth
Stoners will live on
Don't hate
Just sk8
Tomorrow is a new dawn
The Rainbow Flower
Green, as bountiful as a hidden, untouched, unexplored forest
A secret of the ages, a wonderful landscape to see, so please, let me experience the loveliest
You are untainted, and still so innocent, you are a passion that has always been sought, and promised
The Earth below, the grass in between, the trees up above, the wind, I've waited for you the longest
You are my bountiful forest, everlasting, eternal, undying, immortal, you make me so selfish
Because I want you all to myself, always, and I will never, ever share you with anyone else
Yellow, as bright as a million Suns
A bringer of life, and in the c
Current Residence: Idaho Favourite genre of music: Hard Rock/Heavy Metal Operating System: Windows XP Favourite cartoon character: Gir Personal Quote: Go for it, Just don't get caught
Those of you that know/remember me I used to be on dA at least every other day. I put something on at least once a week but I have not had a computer now in over a year and I have pile upon pile of stuff just waiting to be put up. Lot's has gone on and lots has been written. I hope you all have been as inspired as I have and I hope you all continue to inspire me. Well bye my loves, do what you do cause you do it best :)
So I have a hard time with relationships, and when I move away every guy/girl who would have treated me right decides to find my new number and express this crazy love they had for me... WTF.. fml
Has anyone heard of Paul Hawkins. He lived in Coeur d' Alene Idaho. He was a father of three and a potential father to two more. He completed alcoholics anonymous, and beat his drug addiction. He cared about his children and would do anything for his first born daughter. But when his daughter turned eleven he sent her to Boise with her aunt for a temporary visit over the summer. That summer she was diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) and her life was never the same. She had only lived in his home for three months because her mother and father separated right after she was born. He was sent to prison with eight life sentences.